putting family and friends aside, the worst thing that could happen to me is if my computer die on me. and it did. it won't function properly for two bloody days now. when i turned it on, it would only get to the first stage of the startup and it just got stuck there. as in it won't even move on to the next stage whereby it'll normally show "Windows XP Home Edition" with the loading bar below it. if it won't even pass that then there isn't any chance of it getting to the desktop page. and now i don't have freakin' access to Adobe and life is going to be hell for me. school life that is. ok no screw "school life", really "life" in general, is going to be hell for me since using of Adobe plays a crucial part in my life, considering that i've chosen to get my hands dirty in a career that requires me to use a lot of Adobe. yeah sure i can always get a new comp or a MacBook, but hey it's not like money's gonna rain on me and give me flood like in Ochard Road! (ok that sounds lame but whatever)

the worst part is my teacher wants to see my work TODAY and i haven't got no shit to show her because of the stupid failure! the only solution i can think of right now is to go to school everytime i need to use Adobe buttt for how long must i do that?! omg ugh ok i actually hate to rant my complaints and anger out like this because it seems pointless, like it's not a big deal, but the problem is, it IS a big deal for me! ugh ok whatev i'm gonna stop now, maybe go watch Stefan for awhile (hehe current craze) then try to knock some sense into Compaq. bye.