20.12.09
hate-ache
my god today work was kurraaazeee! was supposed to end at 4 but i the whole lot of ticketing girls, including Ramizah and Angela who were supposed to end at 4 as well, ended up getting ourselved stuck at work till 7.45pm! no thanks to the stupid machine/system thingy that just won't print out our cashout receipts. geez.

anyway, i'm pretty excited for this new module.. Editorial Design, and we're assigned to do our own magazine. i already know what my zine will be about, but it requires taking the pictures ourselves mostly, and maybe i'll have to interview some people as well. hmm. my potential intervieweeees are yet to give me the approval regarding being interviewed (duh). but only because i haven't quite ask them for the favour yet, heh. i hate having this feeling whereby you get very excited to work on your project because it seems like you have so many ideas that are just reasdy to burst, but at the same time, you're already stuck from the beginning coz you have no idea where to start. i guess it's just a matter of getting your brain organized.. mind maps might help.. but i always dread mind maps.

another thing to be stoked about is.. PARAMORE'S FINALLY COMING TO SG!! and i already have the tix! hehe thanks to my dearest sister who bought it for me, as an advance birthday present for me. of course i almost went secretly crazy over the mention of it but it felt kind of.. funny though. coz Paramore's coming over in March, and my sister's birthday in March. and yet she's the one getting me the concert ticket. hmmmm.

optimism aside, yesterday's day out with Dear was.. well..
yeah. the both of us were just raging with fury for that particular period of time. and surprisingly enough, between the two of us, i was the one who held my ego the longest. sometimes i feel like there's something wrong with me. like, i'm going crazy, in a bad way. well i did mention quite a couple of "crazy"s in this and previous post, so i may actually, literally, going crazy. insane.

but seriously now, i'm currently having a headache which i'm guessing is going to worsen by the hour. ugh. it might be time that i change to a new set of contacts. *ka-ching* -__-"

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