Happiness is when what you think, what you say and what you do are in harmony.

Mahatma Gandhi

indeed. for now my happiness is not based on those 3 things, but it can be interpreted that way too, so to speak. the 3 primary things for my life right now is school, work and my personal leisure time and i can only be at ease with no paranoia and worries whatsoever, if i feel like i am in control of all these things. and so far, i'm doing a-ok. (: except that each week passes by so damn fast i can't believe it's Monday again tomorrow.

the thing that hinders me about doing ticketing is my confidence; and how i tend to blank out when the guest is right in front of me eventhough i already knew what i should say. i'm sure everyone encounters this sorta thing, like you're already very well prepared but when it's time for you to put it to practice, you just go blank. yeah. irritating much.

uhh but i was late though. like 45 fuckin' minutes late! and it's due to oversleeping. -_-" ya how bloody lame is that! and i tried very very hard not to snap at anyone who talked to me during the time i kancheong to get ready coz i tend to do that and i ended up getting scolded by those people i snapped at. backfire sia haha. anyway i was supposed to leave the house at 8am but i woke up 30mins later. to make it worse, today's SOC!! actually i don't know what the hell SOC is ah haha but that's exactly my point. i was afraid that Jo Ann, the ticketing-in-charge (TIC), would have gone through this SOC thing without me then later i blur how? but screw SOC coz we din't do it in the end. lol. it was due to the super freaking long queue which went all the way to the sheltered area at the bus stop! and it's not helping that there was a power failure (black out) and all our ticketing machines, lights, air-cons, even the electricity at KFC and the retail outlets shut off. and customers were complaining yada yada yada and most happen to be locals, no surprise there.

the 2 school assignments are in the works now, and i hope i can get them all done as how i've pictured it given the short period deadline. anyway, can't wait for Thursday! Dear and i will be going somewhere.. interesting, i hope and it happens to be on our 3yr 9months anniversary. i bet he din't realise that until he reads this later hahaha. k ah, bub-bub-bubbye bub-bub-balls!