my poor left toe hurts like cb. i tripped over the rock-hard, cemented kitchen floor and it took me awhile before feeling the pain. it took me a while more to look down at my toe and it looked like it's been splattered by a red paint which, in the modern day now, you know it as blood. by then my toe was practicalyy throbbing like the pumping of a heartbeat. and i frantically searched for a plaster, the wide fat one. it throbs when i sleep, it throbs when i sit, it throbs when i walk, it throbs even when my feet is motionless. so now i can't wear shoes, sneakers, and that bothers me because i don't have sandals (for now, since my only sandal is at the grandma's place) and i don't have slippers. yahh, i really don't. i rely too much on my sister's open-toe footwear and i'm still relying on hers now. haha. and my feet feel so naked.

now my toe looked worst than the first time. it looked like it has been brutally bashed up, no kid. traces of frozen blood, some internal bleeding, and the corner of my toenail is practically split into two. but it's not very visible la. but it sure looked nasty. it still hurts now. and on the way home from school, my plaster decided to give shame to my poor toe; it couldn't stick no more. so throughout my journey home, i felt very scared and concerned of my toe. my reflex was pretty good though, coz everytime someone walks quite near to me i'd lift my leg up real quick it was almost funny coz i was afraid they'd step on this poor thing. and it's not helping that the bus was fully packed. you can't imagine how kanchiong i was when the girl sitting in front of me had to alight, while another person behind me wanted to alight as well, and i was caught in the middle of the isle with my leg searching for the safest place to go while all these people were moving about.

and you can't imagine how weird i feel right now using up 2 paragraphs talking about my ugly toe. heh heh.

today's class was really awesome. i think i really learned a lot from just one piece of paper and 2 hours of my lecturer lecturing and cracking jokes. he stepped on a cat's dung today, and then he told us that the lizard that was sneaking up on our class' wall, is called Ramon. -_-" at 5pm we spent about 30mins (it took me 40mins, lost track of time) wandering around OldSchool compound taking pictures of lines, shapes and textures. i'm actually quite satisfied with the pictures i took. just not so sure which to be categorized to which category. in the weeks to come when Anthon (that's my lecturer) gives his signal, we'll have to print those pictures like at Kodak or something and printing means use money and by money it means my own money but then i don't have any, can't ask too much from mommy, so howww? hmm that's ok. Balqis will always find a way. haha. k wth. bye now!