28.4.09
it doesn't matter
my god. i had forgotten one very important factor of what it takes to build a website for my portfolio: too many image files, too many pages! (and in my head singing too many kids, too many trendy wankers! hahaha what the-) i have about 3 more pages to go, and that makes a total of 16 pages. and i'm expecting to add more to my collection in the near future. aiyai-yai. tedious, but sure hell of a fun, though. turns out the two big tutorial boooks i borrowed last weekend were worthy of my time and energy carrying them. haha. i just hope i'm able to upload it to my server/host properly without any errors. *trying to recall what was taught in Web Application class*

ohhh and speaking of borrowing, i'd like to recommend Pe'ah to visit the newly renovated library at Lot One. it was a tremendous change! very nice you know. got comfy sofa sets, nice study area.. even the newspaper/magazines sections have got some pretty chairs for all those newspaper-reading apeks. yeah. i din't quite explore the inner part of the library though. was in a rush. i came approximately 30 minutes before it's closure for the day. baru nk lepak sorang2 enjoy air-con. so anyway.. i don't really know how big it is. and idk if you're gonna like it, pe'ah coz i think your favourite library is the Yishun one. right? masih tompang Sideq lagi utk ke sane? haha!

oh yes, before i forget. i received an email from ITE Alumni and was so friggin' shocked with its content/message:


bloody hell. must wait till i'm a former ITE student then have this?!
so bloody unfair lor.


last sunday my maternal grandmother and her sisters came. and i have to say, my grandmother is definitely super canggih. she helped to change the stupid orange light bulbs for our lamp-wall, for a nice white one. i mean, she used the ladder and even had to reach out front to interchange them. and well, grandmothers shouldn't do that. unless it's really within their reach and without having to climb on anything. and today, she came again and helped to throw away our very tall, thin fake tree (it used to be in our house as a decor; and it's over 1.8m!) just by carrying them in her hands. my mother told me to throw that away eons ago but i kept a deaf ear and now my grandmother did it for me. haha. iUseless.

my dad was resting alone on the bed when my grandmother handled the tree. our domestic worker, Kak Gini, on the other hand, was in the kitchen. so even when i was very tempted to head back to my room and carry on with my "project", i took the liberty to massage my dad for awhile.. and that was when we gossiped.

apparently, Kak Gini told him that she doesn't wanna work for us anymore. something about taking care of my dad is quite of a hassle for her. i think it has come to a point where being the "nanny" for my dad is really testing her patience, and she's prolly running out of it already. i knew it. i knew it will definitely test the patience of anyone who has to be there for my dad the entire day + a few hours at night. i've been there, done that.. in fact i'd done more of that when he was first discharged; having to get up in the wee hours of the morning, to assist to him. and you bet i'm still doing that now. but Kak Gini is here now to help, so my stress level was not as critical as before.

idk if my dad's telling the truth. i mean i know he's not lying for sure, but what if he took it the wrong way? what if kak gini was just teasing, or said it in a joking way. i wasn't there to hear all that so i wouldn't know. but if my dad was telling the truth, then.. i guess it's really taking a toll on her. i've seen her put on a tired, stressful face before. still, i don't think she should've said some of the rude things to my dad (i shan't mention them here). i'd been in her shoes before, and frankly, at many point of time did i feel like lashing out my frustration at anyone, and i mean anyone. but come on, stressing out a sick person is worst than being stressed yourself. there are the consequences.

and i don't think my mom fancies her too. as in, she's not impressed with her. all because Kak Gini din't iron my mom's clothes properly; they were all still wrinkly and stuff. i find that hilarious. but i don't find it funny at all when she ruined one of our Tupperware's plastic lids. if you're a fan of the Tupperware family, you should know how their lids can break if not opened properly. anyhoo, i really hope she'll stay and have more patience. if not i can always ask my sister the nurse to come and bring her patients here hahahaha ok lame zzzzzz.

wow, can't believe i came up with 4 paragraphs complaining about her. haiyo.

i'm sure you guys have heard of the swine flu by now. or the FLU BABI hahahaha chibai sia. like no better polite word like that. verbalise on national tv some more, lol. could've gone with khinzir or something. anyway, yesterday Dear tricked me into answering his question, but he'd butt in and interrupt, saying "it doesn't matter" The Rock style. hahahaha wtheck! so now i thought of uploading a video of it here, as an ending to today's entry.


hahaha so what do you think? funny?
IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU THINK!!
ahaha ok kentz.

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