okay i am not as depressed anymore. i kind of feel some ray of hope still peeking through the cracks. so in the meantime, i'll hold on to that. (:

moving on, some useless update about me is.. i'm back at CCK! no more staying over at my grandparents' place. we've moved back here for good since last Sunday, considering that whatever that needed to be fixed at home is all done, dijamin beres! i miss staying with my grandparents though. even if there's nothing much to do there. and now that i'm back here, i realise i get very frustrated quite easily when night falls. i think it's due to the stupid orange lights we have at the family room; where my dad's occupying since SCV cable's there. we have no choice but to turn it on when night comes, and it gets very irritating after awhile coz it's kind of too glaring but sort of makes the room look a little dull at the same time. well idk how to explain it but it is just very annoying, can make me restless one. haizx.

and my holidays are getting boring. i'm counting to the days til school starts. luckily, i have my Adobe babies with me to occupy my vacant time -- Elust and Pho! erm.. ok those are actually my Adobe Illustrator and Photoshop. just tweak the names a little bit and give it some shitznick spelling and well.. yes, you realise that i'm actually very lame, huhu. i am very happy with the 3 fake corporate namecards i've created which will be some new additions for my portfolio. hurrah. some vacant time well spent, i suppose.

oh! before i forget, i din't know ITE Simei is so generous. i received a letter from them stating that i'm awarded with a Good Progress Award (GPA) and i have to head down to the campus to claim my cheque. hehe so happy! i never knew my mere final-year GPA of 2.797 is actually rewarding. and it comes at the right time too, in my times of need! that's one thing to look forward to on Thursday. and the other thing i'm stoked for, is to do some "investigations" at CMA-SCD before i make a decision to enroll. two people are actually against my idea and at times i have a feeling they're right, and at times i also feel like i should prove them wrong. hmm, why why why, for times like these, why can't someone present me with a crytal ball that tells the future? or just come in my dreams, that'd suffice as long as it gives me the correct direction i should head to.

anyway, the third to look forward to on Thursday is.. our 42nd monthsary! teehee almost slipped my mind there.

ok so.. besides Thursday.. there's Sunday, 5th April 2009. this one worse still, slipped my mind most of the time, need to be reminded countless times.. which then lead to this conversation:
Dear: so Saturday confirm tkleh klua, sbab Sunday kite klua -
me: (cutting him off) huh? Sunday gi mane?
Dear: Oasis lah bodoh. :D
me: oh haha sorry sorry. :D

hahahaha yes yes, i can remember now and always will since the date's approaching. i wonder who i'll bump into. hmm..

alrighty, the ramblings end here. til then, all you rock 'n roll stars.