2.3.09
coz you shine brighter
everyday i pray to lighten my family's burden in terms of health, wealth and peace of mind. i pray for strength and determination for my father to feel at ease when walking, i pray for strength and peace of heart for my mom for working late hours, i pray for blessings given to everyone who's been helping sincerely to my family. and now, i see my prayers answered.

things are definitely looking up. we've hired an Indon maid and she's pretty nice. she looked so reserved and unsure at first, but she seems efficient now. but she's not what i want to talk about. it is this: i'm blessed with such great family members. by "family members", i mean my relatives; siblings of my mom and dad. my aunties and uncles on the maternal side have chipped in to pay the salary for our maid whom i call Kak; or Kak Wagini if i were to mention her here.

i was really touched by their sincerity, their thoughts and concern. and my dad erm.. cried when my uncle broke the news to him about it. oh tears of joy. as much as i don't like having maids, i have to admit, i feel more relaxed, now that there's an extra hand around. currently, with the help of one of my aunties, Kak Wagini will have to travel to and fro from my grandma's place to our real home to clean the house for my dad later when we move back there. so.. when the time comes, and we'll have guests, i think i'd definitely feel weird having her prepare tea or food to the guests -- that's usually my job. well i'm not saying that just because she's with us i'd be off the hook from doing all that. it's just.. well i won't have to break too much sweat. now Fatin, ni baru Putri!

my dad on the other hand, is recovering fast too. now, he doesn't pant as much as he did before after a few steps of walk. he said he feels better too. hmm, i guess his stamina is building up. i hope his check-up next week will result in him being able to eat orally again. then, he can start eating rice, or more carbo to gain more energy. then InsyaAllah, he'll have enough strength to walk as per normal! :D

ok, family stuff aside now.

yesterday, the date with Dear almost backfired. thank god it din't! we watched My Bloody Valentine in 3D and.. it's not too bad i guess. it's more fun if there're more things being "thrown" at ya. haha. oh and i thought it was NC16, but it was M18. the victims are so gore it's wicked! :D idk which is more hxc, Saw or MBV. haha. and then we were supposed to look for my pants/shirt but result is zero. what a bummer. maybe because idk exactly what to shop for lol. we had little time left to chill, that's bummer #2. by 9.45pm, we headed for home. and yesss, damn early or what. but duty at home left me with no choice. however, on the way to the MRT, we stopped by HMV and i finally got my hands on Lush Tiga and AVA! sponsored by Dear as a gift for my birthday. lol. oh and behalf of his mom too. lol times 2. definitely unexpected, but deeply appreciated. thanks love.

and guess what, Dear told me Blink-182 is coming here in September!! but of course, he was just fuckin' KIDDING. seee?! heart pain right??! what a stab in the heart seh. hahaha k screw that line. hahaha. and ya i purposely say this unncessary random thing buat saspen korang je.

well, i'll be off now.

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