my sister and i took our dad to SGH the other day for his check-up. in one of the rooms where he was sent to, had one of those digital weighing scale. i gently hopped on to it without removing my sandals, and the reading slapped me with a horrifying 52.3 kilos!!! it deducted around 0.3 kilo +/- when i took my sandals off so there ain't much diff there. now that's the wake up call i needed. since then i swear i made sure i kept my meal to a very small portion and avoid unnecessary carbs. i've never exceeded 48kg (that was my weight the last time i checked) ever, so.. this was rather scary uh seriously.

and i hate how i'm starting to get weight conscious now. it feels so restricted. and what's more i'm such a big eater o my godzzzz.

anyhoo, i still can't get my mind off of all the "i-die-die-want-visual-design-school" fiasco. i crossed upon this newspaper advertisement of CMA - School of Communication + Design. i did some course overview and research of the school and waaahhh i'm back to the paranoia once again! and, this seems to be the only private school with the lowest course fees compared to other private design schools. still, it'd be a "deep digging in the wallet" for my mom, even if i fork out some of the savings from our joint-accounts. i've talked to my mom about it and i was touched when she said she would also love to put me in these design schools but money is always the problem. to me when she said that, it's like she does and finally realise of my interest.

so moving on, to be safe, i need 10K at most. that should suffice to cover for everything. so if y'all have extra income and looking for good karma in return, do proceed your generous donations and contributions to ### - ##### - #. haha that's supposed to be my account number la but i feel insecure revealing that on the world wide web. so the alternative way: email me at bellethasaur@gmail.com for my acocunt number! :D

god i'm such a lozerrr haha. -_-"
alright this school craze hoohaa ends here.

yesterday i accompanied Dear to rent a fisheye lens. it's really worth the $28 for 3 days, although it's actually just for a day. i'm lazy to explain the procedure la so if you're confused then that's your problem. so it was cool, except that if taken at certain angle it makes my hip stretch. like pear. oooh and i've found two d.i.y jewellery shops selling beaded items and accessories at such cheap prices i swear i can spend the whole day borong there! ala cheap2 pon i'm still always broke. but well, at least i now know i can make my own accessories and not having to save up then fork it back out just to get one pretty bracelet at Diva. huhu.