i know my title spells the word hongbao wrongly but it looks better when spelled that way, and i only came up with such a title because i have no better ones and i'm always random when it comes to thinking of names or titles.. and i have no freakin' idea why i bother to reason this! geez.

anyhoo, my morning started off well today.. although i woke up much later than expected (sleeping deprivation got the best of me, huhu). but thanks to Dear though for that unexpected morning call.. or else i might have woken up at noon or something (which i haven't done for a loooong loooong time, sigh). so what exactly did i do this morning? well.. i did my web design project of course! :D and it's almost done, yay! hahaha. well what can i say, these sorta thing can always perk me up. which gives me an idea.. if my group can wrap this up real quick, i might just have some spare time to create a new layout for my blog! :D lol how much geekier can i be, i'll never know.

this week i've been late for classes a couple of times. well my arrival to the classes is still within the 15-minutes-of-grace range though, and my attendance is still taken but somehow, it seemed like i wasn't as kanchiong for punctuality as i was before, when i first started school. yelah baru2 skola kan kene ade semangat kentalzx. but that isn't the reason for me slacking off in E.Maths. yea like wtf. so far i'm able to cope with the current chapter, but for the previous chapters which the class have already covered, damn i'm like.. gasping for air, if you know what i mean. and failing Quiz 2 by one mark is the last thing i need, and that's exactly what i got, goddamnit. now it feels like i'm transported back to Secondary School. well if that's the case, then i need Ms Phang back. oh and i've been so distracted by the projects that i barely touch on my E.Maths and EngFund for weeks now and i'm beginning to have a feeling that at the rate i'm going, my exam grades won't even be at the satisfactory level! and if my grades aren't good, will my chances of transferring to V-Comm be any better? ahhhokaaaaayy i'm getting paranoid now so let's drop this shall we?

yes i shall.

today, after visiting my dad, my mom told me about a rather sad cum shocking incident she had with him last night. my dad got pissed at her when she couldn't understand what he was trying to say. like duh, no one could hear nor understand him at the first attempt. even i have to guess whatever he's trying to say a couple of times before i got it right. moving on, my mom said he got so pissed that his eyes were practically red and bulging out of fury and he said something (or forcing himself to) which i shan't say over here. hmm. yes, it was really surprising i admit. poor mom. but the good thing is, after awhile when he had cooled off, he apologised to my mom for his action. aww.

and just now before we left, he said he missed home. sigh. that almost brought me to tears. i was practically imagining myself in his place. lying there in bed for 2 months straight, not able to walk around, seeing the same old thing in the same old room/ward.. and especially not having the feeling of.. well, just being at home; a place where you return to everyday. must be very irritating eh to feel that way. oh and not bing able to eat home cooked food. whoa i'm telling you, that would be my biggest motivation to get well soon, man. haha. if i was ever hospitalised lah. not that i'm hoping for it.

okie doke, i've to switch back to Dreamweaver now. at least it'll get my mind off.. anything else that's stressful. toods~