29.12.08
demoralised.
as i'd mentioned in the previous post, my dad's transferred to another hospital for physio therapy this afternoon. his transfer was initially scheduled at 10am, but it was changed to 12 noon. but then this morning the hospital called to say he's scheduled to 10am! and i was happily enjoying my breakfast (which then became another tummy ache -- yes, i'm still not fine!!). so i got kanchiong spider for a bit and finally decided to cab my way to the hospital, coz i'm supposed to be accompanying my dad in the ambulance car to be transported to the new hospital. and boy, was i excited to be in the ambulance car! teehee. well anyway, had to skip the first day of school today because of my dad. come to think of it, i could've gone to school you know, coz my mom decided to take the day off at the last minute. sheesh, what a fickle-minded family i'm in.

and just a day off from school, i'm bombarded with the news from Shidah about a new project for Web App. ok lah, it's just an additional one project but there's a total of 3 projects already! damn. as for the other 2 projects.. i'm barely even close to the finishing line. damn-er.

frankly speaking, i really have no mood for school. serious. half of me felt like.. giving up. and help look after my dad when he's discharged in the future, considering my mom and sister are working. but then my future will be in jeopardy. ahh whatever. i just hope my appeal for a course transfer next month or applying for the next Poly intake in a course i want will be a success. maybe that will help to boost my spirits up. you know, as a form of motivation. right now, i'm simply.. demoralised.

apart from that, i'm really missing someone already.
and, as for what you said to me this afternoon, i do love you lah. duh!

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