somewhere next month, TP will open the registration for October intake. i very well know that my GPA ain't good enough for TP, coz the previous Poly intake, which happened last March, i wasn't offered to any courses at TP. but whateverrr i am sooo gonna give it a shot at TP anyway. coz they have a full-time course for Visual Comm and you have no idea how baaadd i want that! but i'm not gonna just sit here, praying to be accepted. i'm gonna build an impressive portfolio (somehow, chey2) which i supppose may take a lot of time. and that puts me in a spot where i'll be a girl on a mission. *kening naik2* i gotta make use of my free time now, to make something very productive and beneficial. hmm. ok, whatever lah eh Balqis. you're already a major case of a procrastinator to begin with. just as long as you enforce what you preach..

talking about Poly, i've been reading some of my friend's blogs and they happen to be students of the various Polytechnics. and golly, reading about their Poly life almost give me second thoughts about furthering my studies to that level. but of course, i won't let that get to me, coz it's only natural to get all stressed out due to the shitloads of projects and assignments and whatnot. but after not being in a 'school environment' for almost four months now, i can't help but cringe to the thought of rushing for time (which i bet will pass by very fast) meeting project deadlines and all. by then i bet i'd be reminiscing this very time whereby i'm so free from all that and all i have to do is just relax and surf the internet 24/7. haha. hmm but yeah. idk. i mean if i do get accepted to Visual Comm, then i guess i can't complain much about the stress coz at least i'm doing something i really like. right? hmm. ok shall not linger on this. it'd be another disappointment if i don't get in and then i'd feel stupid. -_-"

on the phone...
woman: so what's your highst qualification? o-level? n-level?
me: higher-nitec.
woman: ah? higher-nitec? what is higher-nitec?
me: *i had this look: O_O, then rolled my eyes* ITE, higher-nitec's from ITE.
woman: oh ITE ah. so before this higher-nitec you got work before?

hahaha wtf sia. my first encounter with someone who's never heard of higher-nitec. anyway, i can't believe last Thursday's episode of The O.C was their last episode. ): the storyline for season 4 has been extremely amazing. very touching. and now, no more Brody At Midnight. double ): .