texted Dear about it but he din't even reply to one. i thought he'd call back or something and maybe force himself to come jog with me, but nah, din't receive any response from him at all. he must be one very tired man from last night's day-out. that's ok. got dressed, borrowed my sister's sport shoe coz i ain't got any, and it's like killing my poor toes lah. haha. ok not really, but she's 1 size smaller than i am and my toes pretty much squeezed up together at the front and i think i might have a blister. on a toe. like wth. lol. ok so i jogged at Tembusu Park, just about 2 blocks away from my house. one round of the track takes up 300m, so i decided to do a 2.4km. that makes a total of 8 rounds. only after i had done about 5 rounds, did i realise how much i hate 2.4km run. hahaha. it reminds me of Napfa test. but i think this is better than Napfa's 2.4km, maybe because there isn't much of a tension or pressure when you run your own 2.4km at a park or anywhere else besides stadium. idk, it's just my opinion. managed to do some sit-ups too, ha. i was there for about 1 hour 10 mins coz it started to drizzle and i was getting hungry. hahahaha. go figure. -_-"
well, all i can say is, i finally had a semi-decent workout after a very, very long time. yay for me. :D so Dear, now you cannot say "i talk no action" eh. hehe.
my mom was surprised to see my sudden energy to actualy get up that early and exercise. trust me mother, so was i. the initial plan was that, Dear was supposed to be my personal trainer (hahaha) coz he said he's gonna make me do 30 sit-ups,
yesterday's 2-hour jamming session at FourTones was ok, we din't get the big room tho. awww. and Rad commented on how fast i talked. hahaha! well, she's probably the latest one among us to notice that. (;
you know, sometimes, when things go terribly wrong, i wish i could change my mindset for a better one, so i won't get all paranoid and think too much. by doing that, i not only end annoyance to myself, but also to the person who has to listen and bear to all my whinings. some things are better left unsaid, really. coz once you verbally let your thoughts escape, you might not be able to stop, then you'll begin to say so many other things that you may not have thought of before, and all for the wrong reasons. things will then start to go wrong, just because you think too far ahead and worry too much. and the worst bit is, you don't know if it's all worth it. you'll start to hate yourself, think life sucks, and people will call you emo. hahaha _|_ ! ok screw that last sentence. i disagree to it, but i just don't like how my mind works sometimes. haiya, irritating ah!
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