my step-sister, from JB, with her brother and her 4 children, came and slept over last Saturday since they have their cousin's wedding to attend the day after. i'll talk about that in another separate entry when i'm not lazy, but here're the drawings from her 3rd child, aka my nephew. he's only 7, and his drawing skills are really good. he was watching Codename: Kids Next Door when they first arrived, and soon after that he asked for a pen and paper and he drew one of the cartoon characters from C:KND. he drew a lot more famous cartoons, but i lost the paper. it's really good. he's got natural talent, that boy.

he drew from memory. like this one, Ghost Rider.


and he drew from good interpretation and observation too,
like my room. ignore Pooh bear.



[+] sorry, whining screened

AAAAAGGGGGHHHHHHH AKU STRESS LAAAA BABIIIIIIIIII.she panicked when i said i wanna work part-time coz she thought i'd given up studying.
he gave me some long hours of prep/comfort talk which got me thinking, fickle-ing.
he encouraged me to apply for any of my H-Nitec cert-related part-time job eventhough i'm uncertain of my limited skills.
he insist i do it with confidence, but sometimes i think confidence is overrated; especially when you thought you're confident enough but you ended up back to square one.
and i once convinced myself that my interest is able to take me far in terms of a long-running career, when the truth is i've been in denial about it.
but after frequent visits to various job-searching sites, i don't think i'm in that denial zone anymore.

which seems to be the only positive thing to come out of all of this.

the teacher will only be back from his holiday this Friday morning to consult the Section Head regarding his students who aren't able to make it. i'm hoping for a better outcome about it. but then again, hoping is also overrated. i don't have such high hopes, just an average one. but to hear a disappointing news from the hope i'm carrying with me is nothing new to me, it's like a routine already. and i'm sick of it.

bloody pessimist. bye ah.



Hands On Me
Vanessa Carlton