he did say he was going to write up an entry, i just din't know what. as long as you sign off your name, i reminded him. haha. well anyway, the lack of updates = the lack of idea on what to update about. everything's just the same-old same-old i guess. the continous rain had been awesome. i barely went out though, for this past week. had been staying home cuddling up in an old blanket, watching tv and snacking on chocolates and wholemeal breads.. and more extreme fat-producing food (esp if eaten way too much) which i guess are the downside to it. coz i realise that i bound to eat more if i stay home (so much for practicing a balanced diet). perhaps because i don't have to fork out a cent to indulge in good food at home. well yesyes i'm a cheapskate like that. and well.. i've spent my last piece of $5 bill on mc'd yesterday and now i'm left with nothing to spend with the next time i go out. ooh what a sad-case i am. =.="
to my dearest bf, remember that period of time not long ago when we both realised i was behaving a bit out of the norm? and you were so irritated by it, which got me irritated by it which added up to the both of us got irritated by it which eventually caused a chain of bickerings that seemed to go on and on as if there was no end to it? well, i'm very sorry. it felt like that was the hardest time we had to go through. coz it invloves so much more than just me not being myself. however i'm sure you too realise that lately, things got better for the both of us. i suppose i have found 'the old me' and i guess you, though unknowingly, helped along with the 'search'. thanks for your patience and everything you've done, and i'm very happy and proud that we managed to stick despite all that. i love you! (:
oooh! almost forgot:

her birthday fell on the 13th of march, exactly a month after mine. the family had a mini so-called celebration on the 12th; a dinner at Delifrance. just a simple one. oh but the dessert we had, god it was soooo heavenly. it's like a chocolate muffin, with melted chocolate in the core of the muffin. so like when we cut the muffin to half, the chocolate just ooze its way out and made a pool of chocolate to the plate. ah and the muffin's accompanied with a scoop of vanilla ice-cream. oh god. well it'd be better if the each of us have one to ourselves, instead of sharing it with a total of 4 people. but since it's quite a small piece and costs $6.95, we can't possibly times four of that. well if we did, then i suppose it'd be one helluva guilty pleasure. hoohoohoo.

after a very verryy looonngg time..
i say hey ho let's go! :D
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