it just gets double the boredom by the day. my school hols are definitely not productive. and when i say 'productive', i meant by doing something on Adobe Photoshop or Flash, yadayada. eversince my CPU went for a repair, all my songs and some pictures are gone. at first i thought that was a bummer. until i realise i'm doing nothing amusing/intersting on the net other than poking my nose around people's blogs, browsing through profiles at that boring Myspace, watching videos, etc. coz you know, last time when i was bored surfing the net, i'd turn in to editing pictures or do some Flash stuff; well not that i'm friggin' good at those, but at least i can keep practicing, right? tell me; how am i supposed to pursue my career as a graphic/web designer when i don't even put in effort to practice? well.. that's what i have in mind for now, about my career. but we'll see. anyway i have tried downloading the trial from Adobe.com, but the site's like a bit cuckoo. and i don't dare to download it from other sites as i'm afraid the computer would become cuckoo itself, especially that it just got repaired. sigh.

so to simply put it, in my terms, no Adobe, no life. period.

and it makes it worse that i'm not working. gah, what a waste. if i still am, i would've enough money for a Sony mp3. HA. and all i do now is watch cartoons at home, do some chores here and there, and spend every last few of cash i have left. can't wait till school starts. Pocket Money 1, Boredom 0. and nooo, not that i'm being money-face. at the moment i do need a few and i need to save tons.

hols like this also turned me into some nocturnal creature. these eyes won't shut until the clock strikes 4 or 5 in the morning. i was just getting ready for bed at 10 earlier, hoping i'd get some sleep. but i couldn't. and i get very restless this way, coz if i sleep too late, i'd wake up like at 2 the next day. and then when i try to force myself to turn in early, like somewhere before midnight at least, my body would just itch to get up and just do something. hmm, if only there's a 24-hour MacDonald's nearby - and if only my mom wouldn't mind me going there anytime after midnight - i could just get myself some Mudpie! bahahahaha!

anyway, i was just chatting with Dear on MSN, and he told me about the latest technology that we have now. it's about this X-Ray lenses that can see through people's clothes. have a read about it here. don't worry, this ain't some porn site. i think. he got this from Yahoo search. and he said there's another site that teaches you how to edit a normal photo into see-through. idk what it is, but just think about it, it's just pure evil, it's insane! imagine walking down the street and somewhere round the bend, some chikopek's scrutinizing your insides, urgh akwlgedbfcrgu!! well i'm sure such creation is invented for some other more rational reasons, but for a fact that these kind of lenses are being sold (and some even take in orders), i'm sure a handful of perverts would buy that for their own pleasure. and i can't help but just barf at that idea.

i want cookies. chocolate chip cookies. Chipsmore, Famous Amos, either one. sigh.



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