what is wrong with me? why is it that i suddenly feel this way? i realised that lately, out of the blue, even while i was busy doing something by myself, i'd suddenly be strucked by this.. feeling. like i fell apart and these tears is just eager to burst out, but i could contain them inside me somehow. and in an abnormal way, all i could think about was dear. i only said it's abnormal because it's the kind of thoughts that just make me wanna cry. idk. i'd get all offended and sensitive. sigh. this sucks. and just a few minutes ago, was my.. 3rd time today that i felt this way.

i hope whatever this awkward 'phase' that i'm going through right now will just go away as fast as how it first came. i love you dear. <3



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