however, sadly, the past one week was TERRIBLE i tell you. what with arguments & fights & untolerable attitudes between the both of us.. it was like pure breakdown. but it's stupid. coz i kinda started it, then i dumped my shitass attitude right at him, then get wasted by crying myself to sleep for nights. even nadiah noticed the awful eyebag the next day. the weird thing is, i dint realise it. anyhoo.. it's all good now. starngely, the fight we had for the past week, was like a wake up call for me or something. idk. the next morning i woke up feeling.. new. like i somehow felt like all my playful punchings & kickings to Dear should be stopped. as in dah takde tumbok² tendang² main² nye ah. sigh. but wait let me re-phrase that: all my playful punchings & kickings to Dear should cut down. hahaha. ohwell. aiyah speak so much but havent seen the result for what, right? so shh.

ok. i wanted to write an entry on my birthday, but nahh long due anyway. but to sum it up, Dear's fellow friends loudly sang me a birthday song at Forum as i was walking my way there alone. paisey siol. but woohoo. :D Nadiah & Rizman gave me a.. erm pink teddybear & sweets. ooh at least the teedy's cuddly. then Bean & Sajui Joe (hahaha ok so the first name that i cancelled off is his real name. lol) bought a slice of starwberry cake frm the cake shop at Cafe 1. haha unexpected. after school, Dear & i went Esplanade just to chill; & because it's been forever since we jejak that old-timer place. & because it's a weekday lah so not many people. anyway. when we got our spot, SURPRISE! he fished out my present! & yet he kept saying sorry for not buying me any present on the way to school. actually i kinda knew he was pretending lah. haha. i could tell somehow. :) he got me a pair of dangly earrings frm Perlini's. now thats something i couldnt tell. but the thing is, i gotta find a suitable occasion to match along with that. lol. but thanks for the present Dear & friends!

erm. i guess that wasnt really a summary huh.

WAD project was hard. but Lynn was working hard on it. i just hope i'd have enough time to contribute as well.

hey guess what. in my prev entry, i just mentioned abt international bands performing here in Singapore, & just yesterday i realised that FOB's flying here. i guess theyre the first formerly-underground rock band to come here. are they?

oh well. im off to eat now. adios.



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