this is really fun. im back to stressing over blog layouts, & thats not really a complain, you know. lol. but fixing those damn codes are sure a struggle. sigh, if only this is what we have to do for Web Application.

anyway anyway! read my previous entry? i mentioned the part abt Dear bumping into my Dad in the bus, right? yeah so here's how it went:

Dear text-ed me saying if my Dad were to ask me anything abt seeing him or contacting him, just say no. then i started to panic, thingking of all the "what if's", like does this relationship have to end. i begged him to tell me what was going on, but it took him awhile to get back. thats when i knew something was up.

about 20mins later, he called & BAM -- the news. it turned out that Dear really did ask for an apology to my Dad abt this black past of ours that happened a year ago. i mean i know he has an intention to seek forgiveness (coz he made a promise to God :)), but i never really thought it'd be this soon. & the good bit is; my Dad forgave! :D though i know he & my mom were suprebly disgusted by the wrongdoing, im glad my Dad did consider to open up & forgive him. Dear even told my Dad to not be angry at me anymore, saying he takes all the blame of what happened. & then my Dad started giving this so-called lecture abt teens these days, yada yada yada.. & like all.. erm.. ageing parents do, he started sharing his illness stories/experiences or whatever you call it, of which he's now bearing. of course Dear already knew all abt it coz ive shared with him that lil piece of info, but he cant be like a know-it-all or he'll blow the cover. erm of our secret r/s, that is.

i liked it when they both sat together in the bus. it's like my Dad's treating Dear like any other decent guys, as if he'd forgotten all abt those ugly past. maybe he is trying to forget abt it. but the most important thing to note is, our mistakes are finally forgiven. thanks to Dear for building that spontaneous courage to walk up to my Dad for forgiveness, thanks to Dad for being able to open-up, & yes, thanks to God too for clearing our minds & hearts to forgive one another.

haha i sound so formal.

but formal or not, im glad it's all over. Dear was ubber relieved when he finally get to ask for an apology frm my Dad. & i felt great too. though my Dad didnt even mention Dear's name when he got home that night, i knew he was feeling slightly better as well.

hooray for victory!

-------
alright. this morning in school during P.E, we had to do this strange Theory test. ive never heard of such a thing; until now lah. but no worries, being in a class that helps one another (via cheating), lydia & i who came ard the same time, managed to get the test done in less than 5mins! even our P.E teacher reminded us to copy correctly or something like that. lol.

but it doesnt matter. i just wanna do well for whatever tests/exams coming. it's rather hard to believe that i might have a sligth interest in Networking.. maybe because Sathesh isnt teaching our class anymore! :D mwaha. oh have i mentioned that in my previous entries? ah whatev. Chester's taking over now. he's fun-er. as in it's easier to work with him & understand some of the things he teaches, maybe? but sometimes he's kinda cocky. hahaha. oh & it's not that im bad-mothing Sathesh or what lah, but it's like hard to pay attention when he's the one teaching.

& ive not been eating much in school since it re-opened. saving up for my hamster's cage & KAMINOMOTO! lmao. i reeeeaaaalllyy want a fast hair growth.



Justin Timberlake
MY LOVE -the only song i like frm him, lol.