Days come & go
& I thought your absence for a day,
I could make it through
Oh how wrong I was
Not being able to hear your voice is not helping at all
For these 1 year we'd gone through
It's days with you I want it to always come
But never go
We're at the 12th month & counting (so..)

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY MY LOVELY AZRI!!
LOVE YOU MANY MANY SWEETHEARTMMWAHS!!
♥♥

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oh my heartthrob sweetheart, tho my anni message isnt as long as yours, doesnt relly summarise our journey throughout this 1 year, im sure you know what i mean. i know youre touched, but please dont be sad. thinking back, i still feel sore abt my wrongdoings to you. it's all too much if you add 'em all up, i cant even count how many there are. but you endlessly gave me the opportunities & chances to redeem myself & your patience towards me is unimaginable.

i once said youre the only guy i feel comfortable with, exposing all my crappy lame ass jokes to, not feeling embarassed to do all the retarded (& disgusting) things i'd normally do when no one's ard to see it; & that was even before we were attached. so my love, i suppose you already know why i dont hesitate to open this heart for you. -hugs!-

im glad you made the call at 2.13am just now. sigh, if only i could spend the night with you. but nevertheless, im all geared up for our outing today. tho it's the fasting month, that doesnt mean we can stop ourselves frm doing something fun yet 'acceptable'. hopefully it'll turn out great & memorable, yea? :]

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hmm, despite this 'thrilling' moment, im still pretty worried abt my work. i decided to skip work today. told mom i start at 1. argh, the horror of lying. haha. -_____-" sorry mom, sorry God. called HQ to ask for irene, she's on leave, so the recept told me to call josephine my supervisor, who said to call my other supervisor, siow lin, at Jurong branch. AND, after so much effort, ive called her umpteen times already & still she hasnt picked up! grrr. i need to clear & sort this out first, or else i dont think im able to enjoy my day today as planned. aiyoyo. like wth sei. it is NTUC Income after all. customers are prone to call through for enquiries & such, but still, the phone is treated as if it doesnt exist. then what if i couldnt contact them throughout the whole day? they might think i jolly-well skipped work & dint bother to inform them. grrrr.

ok, work stress-ness aside. let's move on to stressing over what to wear for later. yes yes, the vain mode is on.



mood restless
music Boys Of Summer - The Ataris