11.10.06
im mistaken.
if i kill myself
i know it'd be a sin
but if i end my life
& float way 'up there'
would God give me a second chance
& grant me a new lease of life
to start over, to start anew?

i am way too pathetic to be given chances by people on earth
i dont think i worth anything anymore
maybe i never was, in the first place

this is the shit.
i am the shit.

one last false apology?




mood useless
music Apology - Alesana

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