My Heroine - Silverstein
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it
You're my heroine
You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it
You're my heroine
I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times when I was
Lost and depressed form the awful truth
How do you do it
You're my heroine
I will save myself
first off, this piece isnt targeted to anyone of course. but it's a good song, the starting made me wanna keep listening; other than for a fact that it is Silverstein. i even have to refresh my myspace page a couple of times to have this song repeated, coz i havent downloaded it yet. lol. & i suppose it'd be nice to plug this in to your ears at exploding volume, especially if you have a bad day & in the bus on your way home. & some parts in this give me goosebumps. ahh i love that.
psst ath! are you guys (as in your band) recording this? if im not wrong you once said no, right? ala re-consider lah. i wanna hear you sing grrl. :]
i miss you Dear. badly. :( he hasnt been replying my messages since this afternoon. he only replied once. & it's not like im trying to pester him while he's busy working, but i message-d only because it's important. to him anyway. hopefully he's alright tho. & i hope i can leave an hour early frm work on monday to meet you. im sorry again i made you angry the last two nights. :'(
mood stoned
music My Heroine - Silverstein