on the way to grey
i could hardly wait
to see you again
to feel your hands

covering me
til the storm is done
what seemed to be the end
was not the end at all

when i hear the rain
should i be afraid
for my, for my
for my... life

why do you look at me that way?
i told you
that i was too busy to see you
i would never
keep a secret from you
from you
from you

is it over?
i am fine
thank you dearly
for your time

i'll be leaving
don't you cry
i'll be back soon
at least i'll try

can't you see
there is no time to think
selfishly

yesterday's gone
tomorrow's here
can't turn back now
i won't quit

i still love you
i swear
i always will

The Secret - Emery
-------listening to The Secret is just the perfect possible thing to do on a rainy day like this -- especially if you know that youre already starting to stone in the train while the song is being played in your audio device. & no matter how loud you make the volume go, you know you can somehow make out the sound of the rain outside, spattering & hitting the ground. the chilling air plus the cool air-con in the train, i dont think i'd mind putting the 8-minute long track on repeat, & stay in the train for another hour, especially since i have my dear Love wrapping his arms around me at the same time. oh how perfect.

until my mp4 died on me during the first 3 minutes of the song, that is. kanninna. i was already getting in the mood, was just about to drown myself into the deep lyrics when all of a sudden silence penetrates through my mp4. ohwell. was reaching Tampines station anyway. :]

oh have you guys heard of the death of Steve Irwin? maaannn. i cant believe he wont be ard anymore to make more amazing documentaries. Dear had been his fan since he first came on, & he too cant believe of his death. & for me, i find it that it was like too early for him to go. i mean sure, life & death lies in the hand of The Almighty but whoa, his 2 kids are still so young & his dear wife must be so horribly sad for his departure. attacked by a stingray he was trying to protect, hmm, how.. brave?

anyway, im in MME class now & everyone seems hype in getting done with their projects. except for me of course. my group mates lydia & zul, arent here yet, & im not sure if theyre gonna turn up for the class. saw ayie at TM & he said he was waiting for lydia & the rest to come, so i assume theyre either gonna reach late, or not come at all. but im sure they'll come. but at the mean time, i have the free time to myself! hence, this entry. the storyboard that we're supposed to refer to for our project, is with zul. & i dont even have the slightest damn idea on how to start it. just look at it this way, i dont have the resources to start on our project, so.. where the hell should i start, you tell me. i just hope we're able to hand in our project by this coming monday. eeks.

ok now lets talk abt the day out for our anniversary! lol. hmm ok. the day started off pretty fine. the both of us were excited to feed ourselves to Seoul Garden. got our money ready, so once we got to Seoul Garden at Taka, it was oh-so packed, so we had to queue to get our turn. asked the assistant the total cost for the two of us for the Dinner set. & my oh my, we were short of 2 damn bucks. well actually we wouldnt be in that state if it werent for my spending of the $2 for a $1 mentos coz earlier i had to use the money for a change to take the bus. i wasnt sure if my ez-link value was completely at $0, so i used the coins without checking if theres still any value left in my card. but anyway. if i hadnt used the $2 on mentos, we couldve had Seoul Garden right there & then. Dear was extremely pissed of course. & i was so damn guilty i swear my tears were streaming down. he was so upset at me for idk how long so he called his mom to transfer a few cash to his bank account -- it's a good thing though that he had his POSB card with him. unfortunately, his mom doesnt have his account number with her, so she couldnt transfer. with him being double pissed & me feeling double the guilt, we decided to go Dhouby Ghaut & hopefully catch Monster House if we can still make it for the 7 o'clock+ slot.

when we got to Dhouby Ghaut, his mom text-ed him saying that she has his account number with her. -_____-" so with smiles on our faces, we went back Taka & waited for his mom to do the transfer. & soon enough, whee! we dug in to Seoul Garden! best lah sei. eat eat eat.. well thats my job. the cooking & frying part, i only contributed abt less than 50% of the time. hahaha. the oil kept splattering out lah. i have yet to improve on my erm. culinary skills? lol. you know what i mean.

went off ard 10, so bla bla bla.. reached home late & thank god the mother wasnt angry. i think. oh ya, theres not a single photo of us taken for our anni tho. i mean every month i'd take pics of us, but this time, nada. i just cant wait for our 1 year tho. whoooo wheee! haha.

k im outta here.
chalo bete.



mood sleepy
music The Secrets - Emery