this is like the worst day of school (involving one damn teacher) in history!!!

ok2 so lets bitchfuck abt this dude hag. i ended school early today, so as usual, once class is over, i went straight down to Dear's class while waiting for his lesson to finish. i knew this teacher is pretty much of a hassle when it comes to other students coming into his class. in fact when the first time i came to his (the teacher's) class, he drove me out, so i did, along with rizman's gf nadiah. weeks after when i stepped into his class, he seemed ok with the both of us (nadiah & i) so i thought maybe he's cool with us coming in. & thats when i begin to think that maybe he's not that bad after all.

& i have no fucking idea what got into him today, abt me & nadiah coming in to his class. hmm, before i start the story, maybe i should go back to the beginning.

last week Dear & the rest of his classmates were playing soccer in the class, kicking it here & there (duh) & then one of Dear's mates, wan, started kicking this machine, coz he said he wanted to adjust the 'leg' of the machine or something. then suddenly, the machine fell & oil started spilling out of it. so who's fault is it? not mine & nadiah's thats for sure.

ok so lets get back to the story. i came in to Dear's class all smiley & stuff & nadiah was already there. then his teacher came, telling them that they're all difficult, sitting one corner make noise.. of WHICH not so loud ok. just us laughing at our lame-ass jokes. then he told us to change place & sit somewhere else. so we all willingly stacked the chairs back up & transferred to the other corner of the room. & suddenly, that hag called out to me & nadiah & said we have to go. at first we were reluctant but after multipile irritating insistance frm him, we had to give in. so we dragged our feet out to the door. we were making our way to Cafe 2 when the teacher came out & called out to us for the second fucking time.

TEACHER: you two come come i want to talk to you.
ME/NADIAH: ya ya we all going already..
TEACHER: no no come come..
(so we walked to him)
TEACHER: you know why i dont want you to come to my class? you cannot anyhow come to my class & make noise.
ME: (furiously) eh what we didnt make noise what. we just sit there only. your students lah laugh laugh so loud.
TEACHER: then you come to my class spoil my machine.. the oil spill out you know.
ME: so you think we spoil your machine?
TEACHER: (matter-of-factly) YA.
ME:we dint even touch the machine ok! it's your student what that make the thing spoil. last week they play football then maybe knock onto the thing. we dint even touch the thing ok!!
(& he kept blabbering on abt i-cant-remember-what..)
NADIAH: but we really didnt touch anything. we just come & sit there, didnt even make noise.
(nadiah kept bickering back at the teacher. i cant recall much of it all, but heres the most irritaing part. the teacher kept saying we spoiled his machine.)
ME: eh so youre accusing us of spoiling the thing?
TEACHER: NO, i never say it's you what.

like kannina chao chibai kan!??!!
he clearly accused us of causing damage to his damn machine & when we asked him right in the face, there he was denying it all. mofuck. he was either trying to take back his words & not admitting it, or that he doesnt know what the word accuse means. nadiah & i kept spitting out the facts & all but the teacher just made it sound as if the both of us had been causing major destruction to his class when the real story is, we dint even touch a single damn thing of their (his class' students) workpiece! hell, the chairs that we sat on, not even a single one is broken!

gaahh that incident really reached over my limit, thats why i had to blow up like that. through all the years being a student, in whatever school ive been in, this is my first time talking back to a teacher like that. it's true that the bergedel-face teacher must be like in his 50's, but i really cant take it if someone accuses me of damaging something i that ive never touched before in my life. he said he has to pay for the damage, $135. so pay lah. if not happy go ask the student who was responsible for the damage to pay maybe half the sum, or something. sue me if he wants to, for all i know, i have over 5 witnesses to confirm that neither i nor nadiah broke that thing. geez. that old dude really need to get his facts right before spitting out shits abt us. & i thought teachers are supposed to show good examples. hhaaakk-ptui! to that!

he kept on staying put with his 'statement' tho.

NADIAH: i understand if you want us to leave your class, but you dont even have to say it many times. just say it once & i'll leave. but you cannot say that we spoil your machine because we didnt even touch the thing!

the both of us were trying our hardest to prove our point & innocence, but to hell with the teacher coz when the both of 'em were 'debating', i knew the teacher wont walk away & let us be, so i just like grabbed nadiah by the arm & was like "dah jom ah jom ah" & i was yelling BYYEEE BYYEEE to that bergedel face as we both walked off. Dear & rizman were outside with us, witnessing the whole argument thing while eating chewing gums. hahaha. i find that funny.

Dear bahase kan cikgu tu balek after that. using some of his 'famous' lines that ive heard before a million times. haha.

i wont say that im proud of what i did, but i had to stand up for my right, right? i mean, pfft, can you stand it when someone accuses you of doing something terrible? that could maybe make you lose face or pride? the very first time when i heard of this teacher, you know, abt him so-called already 'condemning' me when he first knew i came to his class, i never liked him as a teacher. it's like i know he wont be happy to a lot of things. he's like one of those teachers that'd make you go "alamaaaaaaak.." & make you think to yourself "what does he want now... grr.." ever come across that kind of teacher before? yea? yea. thats how he is. so when he confronted us abt what he thinks, it's not wrong for me to do the same. cant blame me for being rude, look who's talking.

i dint expect myself to behave that way, i dint even know i had the guts or the heart to up my tone of voice to a teacher like that, but im glad i did. i guess bottling up my feelings since i was younger, really helps. all the anger, worries, pain, etc, that ive been holding in, has somewhat escaped. it's kinda like venting your anger out, those hidden feelings sorta give you that energetic anger to be mad at someone, AND, for the right reasons of course.

so yeah. thats abt it. it's a good thing tho this week's my last week of school!! our hols start next week for 5 mendak weeeeks!! hahahaha. yeah. not sure what i'll be doing then. work, or rot at home? tough choice, huh.

ok im done. this is long.
BYYEEE BYYEEE!



mood slightly furious still at the thought of it
music The Ha Ha Wall - The Libertines