12.8.06
some will seek forgiveness.
after the close encounter me, Dear & mom had, i almost forgot to talk abt our day out with nisa&rahim & the rest of their sec sch friends on National Day.

lol, nisa & i were like the patriotic s'pore buddies! well according to her that is. haha. coz the both of us had something red & white on ourselves frm head to toe. no, i dont mean we painted ourselves, but it was rather much more embarassing than that. she had a cute s'pore size-like zit on her face, while i got like 2 of 'em on my forehead. but at least i can cover 'em with my fringe! haa. she got a rad red & white heart top, & i had a red & white picture of a boy&girl-abt-to-kiss top on. nisa was wearing a red & white converse sneaks while i had a brown purcell.. with a red line across the front. but we were more like teasing each other's zits before we had a truce.

nisa i miss you! =D

met up with everone at Jurong East. headed to Far East first to have our dinner & tagged nisa to get something for whoduh's birthday. maii & zul joned us a bit later. & maii was oh so lovely & looking like a downright fair maiden. hoho. took the bus to City Hall & then made our way to Fullerton, squeezing through crowds + banglas.. eurgh. i really hate them whenever there are events like this. no im not being racist, it's just that i had a fucking disgusted incident with them during the last year's New Year's Day/Eve. ahh screw them. now let's get back to the story. when it was time for the frieworks to make its appearance, of course, everyone was like standing on their feet to catch the frieworks, but sadly, we ended up standing on our feet; coz the we cant really see the fireworks as much as we expected to. it was blocked by the sky-scrapers & tall buildings & it really wasnt such a grand view. ohwell. at least we still get to see glimpse of it, compared to the crowd standing at the bridge nearby. i bet they couldnt even see a damn thing.

so after that little disappointment, we took off to slack ard the.. whatever the name of the bridge is. it's funny how we pass by that bridge pretty often but i still cant stick its name in my head. so yeah. some of their friends came later, & me, nisa & maii deicded to get oursleves & the guys some drinks. 7-11 was like nowhere ard, so we ended up walking along the pubs & restaurants at Clarke Quay to get to this minimart stall. & some freaks were trying to get maii's attention wooing her & saying all those cheesy lines as we passed on by. sick. tapi maii cool aje kan. haha.

when we got back to the bridge, this caucasian guy approached us to ask where can they see the fireworks. we all said it was over, - no, actually Dear said, "finished already." ahaha sooo singaporean eh. lol. but yeah, he appeared surprised that the fireworks ended early. poor guy. lol. so.. when all of us were bored hanging ard the bridge, we walked to CDB, slacked there for awhile, had a cam-whoring session with nisa, since the battery in the camera i brought was flat - i forgot to charge it before i left the house, go figure. -_-

then came this grrl, who was actually running in small steps, to one of Dear's friends, who obviously, is the gf to.. Dear's friend (did you get that?). i heard her saying to her bf, that she was trying to avoid someone nearby, thus the reason why she was runnning. now when i first saw her came running in, my instinct told me that i'd either like her, or hate her, but either way, i still wont find her to my liking. & oh how true i was. coz as nisa & i were lying on the carpet-ed grass behind us & taking pictures, i got up (as in i sit, not standing on my feet) to see what Dear was doing, i saw both she & her bf, giggling at us, obviously bitching abt me & nisa. my assumption was right, coz when we made our way home (me, Dear, nisa & rahim), nisa said that that grrl was actually talking shit behind us but in a rather obvious way. i mean like what fuck, she just got her ass there, trying to avoid that someone & dint even bother to like smile at us or just do something to show a sign of gesture, & then there she was, bitching shit abt me & nisa. of course, if her perosnality is already like that, being all arrogant & bitchy, then fine, thanks for the honesty. but still, thats just a plain, downright loser-like thing to get people's attention.

im not trying to judge her or anything, coz i dont really do that if i dont see anything to judge them abt. but you cant blame me for thinking that of her; that was just the kind of unfortunate impression (on her part) she left on me.

but then again, it's not worth the anger towards people like that. just a small space to vent out what i'd been thinking abt this is enough, & thats just what i did. so.. hoorah?

anyway. nisa is yet to send me the pics we all had taken. ohwell. theres always tmr. alright. i guess i'll be busy doing some cleaning in my room. honestly speaking, Dear's room is way way waaaaayy better/organized/cleaner than mine. for a boy, he's really good at doing things grrls like me should be doing. heh. i love you Dear!



mood it feels like a draaag to clean my room..
music Young & Aspiring - Underoath

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