today, class started at 08.30am, & it's a good thing i dint reach class much later after 9. coz to our (the class) horror, MME Phase Test was today! geez. im beginning to think that all of us dint have a single idea that there's a MME test. nobody seemed to know, prolly coz all of us only had this message stucked to our brains: CMOS test today; time to freak out. hahaha. well yeah. MME test went well for me, coz i got to do the poster pretty much like how i'planned it.. so yeah.

& the CMOS written test went ok too, i guess. most of the questions that came out were the ones i'd read on in class. everyone was busy copying notes & review qns & surprise surprise, everything came out! just for one qn that i had no clue on doing. but whatever. i cant guarantee my grade would be high, but a passing mark will do i guess, since i already had the confidence.

sigh, im not feeling good abt my condition right now. i shall not say what it is, but im getting worried abt it. & i mean really really worried. i freak myself out just to even think abt it. i hope it's nothing serious tho.. well not as serious as it looks, at least. oh & just for the record, if you guys are thinking nonsense, my 'condition' is not abt getting pregnant, it's not even near that! so if youre getting any stupid ideas like that, get it out of your pea brains pls! i myself am against pre-marital sex. geez. Dear's been real sweet, insisting me on thinking the positive, stuff like that.. thank you, love. ♥ youve been a dear, youve been so concern.. you totally dont deserve any shits ive caused you.. well.. im just glad that things have been turning out great for us so far. i dont wish to have crying nights & tears accompanying me to sleep, but joy & laughter instead. just remember one thing, if i have your back, you have mine. kite kan bradder! hahahaha!! ILU!

i hope the visit to the doctor this thursday will be a relieving one.
well i want it to.



mood worried
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