im actually rather tired to post anything here but i will anyway. school was alright i suppose. our exam schedule is out, & it seems that we'll only be sitting for one paper for one subject & that is the freaking CMOS, on september 11. now, if that date seemed as unlucky for the Americans when they lost the Twin Towers, i hope my luck for the paper wont be as bad. haaa. so yeah. thats the only paper we'll be sitting for, but that one's for theory; shading our answers in the OMR sheet.. ahh, the secondary school days. lol. & i guess that means our other exams would be the phase test, practical ones i mean. gahh im already nervous just thinking abt it.

& oh! mr roger said that they'll be compiling the names of the students who had been skipping lectures/classes 4 times or more, to be added to the Debarment List. meaning if anyone gets a debar, he/she will have to repeat the module next year. & i think ive been absent frm his lectures more than 4 times already!! damn!! our expected attendance to NOT get a debar is at 95%, anything below that, DEBAR! however we could appeal so as to convince the Section Head to not debar us, so.. i just hope hope hope my name wont be in the list! :x

ok enough of the nervous breakdown there. now lets bitch abt these 2 cows that got on my nerves in school earlier. school ended for me at 5, so i met Dear & the rest at the Student Council area there. it was like a big so-called room, where kids usually just hang out there with friends, blabla. so as i was approaching the door to enter the SC area, there were these 2 grrls sitting at the first seat frm the door. i came in, saw them looking at me & i couldnt care less, coz to me it's just normal for someone to just look at you if you'd just entered a room. & so i had zilch problem with that. so i looked away, minding my own business, & thats when i heard them talking or rather slightly whispering, then suddenly, gave a fucking huge laughter as if i had a giraffe nibbling on my hair or something. they laughed so hard i was surprised their assholic faces dint burst. & the worst & most bloody irritaing-ass bit was, they were looking directly, & straight at me! i mean how obvious is that?! if they want to bitch abt me, they really need to work on doing it secretly. i mean helloooo if their intention was really to fucking mock me, why not say it aloud for me to hear, so i know what they were bitching abt! & of course that matters to me, coz as long as they were talking abt me, thats already considered my business & i have to know.

so. once their horrid laughter burst out, i gave a hard look at them. one of the grrls was already looking down, but still laughing obviously, while the other still had her eyes on me while laughing, but i kept my eyes glued to her & passed by. i did mean to fuck their mouths off but i spared them anyway. Dear & co were just nearby, so when i got to them, i was like, "chibai sak tu due ekor. org masok je tau2 ketawe pat i, depan i plak tu!" i was talking to Dear tho. & some of his friends were like, which one which one? so i told them what happened, & thats when Dear suggested that when we're leaving later & pass by them, we'll laugh back at them over whatever reasons it may be. & knowing how mischievous his group of friends are, they all agreed. lol.

so when we took off frm there, his friends already started saying something to the grrls (they were doing their homework btw), i couldnt remember what. but yeah, slowly they started making fun of 'em, laughing & all, & i turned to look at the grrls & they were like.. idk, all quiet & looking down at their papers? prolly thinking of what to say back. but one of 'em only came up with, "shut up laa.." & rizman sang to the Black Eyed Pea's Shut Up. haha. kinda lame lah, but they practically said anything funny so when they laugh, they'd just laugh it out at those cows. when we got to the door, Dear shouted, "muke lawa takpe! bibir negro!" & i think rizman went, "bibir sekilo!" or something like that, cant remember. Dear even continued, "bibir wanton!" aaahahahaha. i had a good laugh tho. i knew i shouldve said something, but i passed, since the guys have already done their thing. lol. only later did Dear tell me that he'd seen one of the grrls somewhere, coz she whom i mistook for a chinese, was a malay, & Dear said she used to live in the same block as him, but not anymore. but whatever. but i felt a tinge of regret for keeping my mouth shut when i really had the urge to say something. but what the hell. it's over anyway. bittersweet curses to them. =]

ok now; screw the grrls, & lets get to something else. im currently attempting to take on Dear's challenge in keeping my hair long. but like ard shoulder-length only lah. ive never had long hair since i started sec1, coz short crop hair is what i'd go for. long ones are like a drag to manage lah. but since Dear has never seen me in long hair, i decided to have a go for it, tho i admit that i hesitate abt it in the beginning. so people, wish me the best of luck for good hair days! LOL.



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