utter the right words at the wrong time
keep your promise, be frank please
there's our pact, im sticking to it
if thats what will make us stay in one piece

dont fail me now
prove to me im heading in the right direction
the times i thought i might fall apart
i held on still, trying to save this
but you proved me wrong
you ate your words
you took back our pact
you burned the knot that kept us together
of which i thought could never be untied

but im not pinning everything on you
im partially at fault too
this downfall might alter our normal ways at doing things
but i know you have peers to heal your heartache
i have mine too, im grateful for him
but that doesnt mean
i'll block your name

i hope to retrace our steps
& be like before

our memories will stay within
thanks for everything

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ok there's this one mo'fxcker that's been bugging me on msn. this has been going on for many many months now, since last yr i guess. he added me, i accepted, cos who knows, maybe it's someone i know. so when he started 'chatting', it was downright annoying. not the kind that talks waaaay too much, but the kind that would start of with 1 or 2 words, then log off. or sometimes not reply at all. like wtf, if you wanna add me to your fxcking list, at least make a proper convo. 1st impressions are important too you know. so ive been ignoring him eversince.

anyway, one time, he asked if my name's 'amirul'. he got the wrong person thats for sure. so to end all the misunderstanding, i said "no". then he said "ok" & thats it. i think. but just yesterday, he PM-ed me again; "oy. k." isnt that just plain irritating?! ive told him once that he got the wrong person, but he dint get the simple ol english. bodo.

with all these upset/confused/mixed feelings ive been having for the past feew days, his annoyance is the last thing i needed. so i got down & dirty. well literally. i cursed at him, calling him what, uhh fucker, knnccb, bodo, nabei, everything just shoot out i dont give a freakin damn. but there was a funny part:

me: eh wth, you... (i cant rmbr what i said)
him: i am not, you are in hell! (OMFG ISNT THAT JUST HILARIOUS?!)
me: even your english cracks me up. XD
him: (kept bitching at me, calling me CB fxcker)
me: (cant rmrbr much) ..look who's talking (cos he's a cb fxcker himself)
him: you are! you are!

NOW LAUGH! AAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! i mean, 'look who's talking' is like.. a figure of speech? but something like that right. & maybe this guy thought he was being sarcastic, but bleah, pretty much lame with a capital L. anyway ive blocked this dood already. & i wont bitch abt him much. & to whom it may concern, if you're reading this, then aww, i forgive you. honest. XD



mood hungry + slightly down but ok
music so i thought - flyleaf