gah this is tiring. just got back frm jemputan, after a decade of century ago of not attending any. haha. i dint feel comfortable in the baju kurung i wore. i still think it's a wee bit too big for me. cos after mths & mths of eating 24/7, i thought my bod wouldve so-called expanded much, but surprisingly, the kain is still too big for my waist. -.- i dont think i bought the wrong size tho..

anyway. i was kinda bummed when mom made me where the heels. i dont mind wearing it during Hari Raya, but geez. & on the way there in the cab, mom made me we her lipstick. =________________=" ok ok i know what you guys are thinking already ok! it did seem as if im doing whatever my mom told me to, but seriously, i only put on the lipstick just to satisfy her. i rub it off with my bare hands soon after. & the smell of the lipstick.. is like a love-hate kinda smell. idk if i love the smell, or otherwise. cos the smell makes me wanna bite the lipstick off its casing & chewchewchew. LOL.

so when we got there, met up with all my cousins, makcik pakcik & everyone else. spent most of the time to myself, watching little kida running ard & falling & slipping. cuteness pls. :] dint really move ard much. i suddenly got quite sleepy & idk why. oh & they played FREAK FREAK TO THE BEAT by Too Phat. AHAHA old skool siak. i noticed that my cousins have grown so tall so fast. or maybe im just too slow to catch up. well anyway, my sis camwhored with the little kids. im too lazy to upload the pics. im not even sure if i wanna upload 'em. see how lor ok?

on the way home, while waiting for any vacant cab to come, we had to walk along this pathway & thats when i started to complain to myself abt the whole outfit. lol. my little toe started to sore, it's dying i tell you. sneakers is ten times better. my toes & feet never get sore in them {unless my feet has grown & doesnt fir in anymore, but thats besides the point), i'd feel so damn comfortable, not having to worry if it gets dirty & especially not having to worry if i would stumble abt tho im confident that i wont topple off in my heels. & also, i can run or walk faster in sneakers. especially since my kain doesnt allow me to make even one big step. i had to hold my kain up, but sometimes that doesnt work well, meaning i still have to walk faster, meaning i'll be torturing my little toes again.

dear purcell, my feet miss you.

one more thing. on the way home in the cab, we got one of those friendly-chatty taxi drivers. he had convo with my dad, abt the coming elections, & mostly abt politics stuff. pfft, boring, i'd say. they also talk abt the bad business the taxi drivers have to face when they dont get many passengers, yada yada yada. & he said something like, "your anak later working got money, wah everyday taxi taxi.. but now still very young so not yet lah ah.." WAH HE SAID IM STILL YOUNG!! but ive already turned 18! y'all know how i DON'T WANT to turn 18, & when he said that, i felt the urge to ask him how old he thinks i am. HAHAH. but to save face, i asked not.

ok sorry for the self-centred moment there.
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