decided not to go with my mom. lol. cos my aunt & grandma's going too & they'll be dropping by my relative's house along the way. well the wedding that'd be held this Sunday, is actually the weddinf of my mom's cousin's daughter. so.. the soon-to-be bride is my.. far-distant cousin? idk. but yeah. they'll be gping to her house, & im sure whatever theyre gonna do there are the adult-wedding-stuff. my mom knows i wont be bothered to stay there for long, thats why she even said maybe it's best that i not go. im not offended or anything. lol.

so.. the dress-code for sunday would be the all traditional Malay baju kurung. oh how dreadful nice. i dont mind wearing it tho. but i just hate to wear it during rainy days. it makes my body feels so.. yucky. so i hope sunday would be all sunny; but less humid.

& talking abt sunday, have to miss for the gig at Sub C. sigh. all these while, gigs have always been at IJ. thats a BLAH. & when i finally get the chance to go for the one at Sub C, i cant. theres one too, tmr. at IJ of course. i'll have to skip that one too, i guess, & missing out on Love At First Fight's sure-to-be-wicked performance. because first, im totally broke + ive just lost a gig mate. gah. i need to find a new one. well, until i can have good ties again with the one that i'd just lost. =( & most prolly a regualar one. especially when school has start. cos by then, i know i'd have enough money already. gahhh.

mannn im hungryy. mom made fried mee siam, but somehow i want something else. maybe mee goreng, cos the noodles are usually thickker/fatter. like me. HAHA. & it's dark outside! it's gonna rain very soon. mom will be out in a short while & my sister's not back yet. i hope there wouldnt be any black-out. i hate black-outs. >.<"



mood hungreh
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