happy eighteenth to myself. whee. hah, as if i want to be at that age! lol. i dont know why, but i just prefer being at 17.

& it's not that i had a huge sweet-16-like birthday party, just a nice one with dear. :) well i enjoyed every bit of it anyway. OHH!! & he got me a cut-out heart tee at Instant Karma! just the kind i've been looking for. but im thinking of sketching my own stuff & make my own tee. i just need to get a new sketch-book. anyway when i got home, dear's mom text-ed me. she wished me a happy birthday, & said my birthday rpesent from her is on the way. then i replied, that ok, azri had already got me a present on your behalf. then she said nvm, i can get it from him since it's already on the way. so last night when we were on the phone, dear said his mom actually dint know what to get me, so she gave him $20 to pass to me. his mom is so cool. lol.

& my dearest mommy gave me $50 too. sigh. im not boasting, & of course im thankful, but at the same time, i feel bad. i dint meet her target abt getting a place in poly, & yet she still gave me something for my birthday. honestly speaking, i dont expect presents from anyone anymore. just a simple birthday wish is enough.

sigh. im not in the mood to update so much right now.
bye.



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