music price you pay-5 stars for failure
I AM DEAD NERVOUS.
i couldnt care less where i go to; poly or ITE. both are good. i no longer so-called look down on ITE like i used to since sec1-sec2 & a half. hurr. but im just nervous.
my auntie called earlier, wiching me luck for tmr & all. she said, "dont worry, you can make it to JC." oohhh mann, like wtf. sure, thanks for the encouragement, but im so fucking sure thats not where i'll be going. just because her 2 other daughters did. see? i know i shouldnt worry abt what people think if i go ITE. dear gave me lots of encouragement abt that too last night. but all of my cousins are smart asses (i mean it in a good way) & like everyone in our family expects me to be the same. but they havent look at my report books & my academic records; theryre all bad results. therefore i cant get to where they expect to be. sigh.
im not sure whether to be sad if i fail & go ITE. cos ive seen all the positive/bright sides of the institute so im all cool abt it. sigh.
gonna spray my hair black tmr. sigh.
ohkay wish me all the best. =]
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