music some nice song in someone's blog
if u havent read my tagboard yet, read it now. yes, that was him being silly. that was him being silly whenever he's hyper. lol. oh, & he hates that 'lol' word. ahah. LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
it's already wednesday. 2 more freaking days to the realease of the O-level result. man im dead nervous. i even dreamt that everyone in my class pass Science, & the least grade we have for Maths is a C. & that freaking means we're all eligible for poly! omg if only that would come true. aahhh im paranoid.
i had another dream too, though. yeah, i passed in that dream too. ain dreamt she got 10pts! OKAY KAU DPT 10PTS AKU BLANJE KAU KFC! eh tak tak kau mkn kari je lah kau hahaha.
but honestly, i dont really care where i go next. be it poly or ITE, it's all the same for me. because i finally saw the positive side of going ITE. the only reason that i dont wanna go ITE is because of the reps. the minahreps, & matreps. oh how fgjsklw they are. but i know a lot of people who goes there & not majority of the students there are as what i expected. dear's classmates are all great kids. more of like the jokers. hardly any hardcore kind of matreps, if that makes any friggin' sense. & my bestie irna, has that normal-ohkay kind of friends too. i usually would count on great friends. 1) so i'll have the mood to go to school; 2) have a great company! but then again, it all depends on the school & class that you're posted to. if your good luck isn't on your side, then too bad.
oh sheesh now im all worried again. x____x
aaahah. if i flunk & go ITE, i seriously want Simei & nothing else. ok, maybe it's because dear goes there.. & Simei's been the choice i chose eversince bestie goes there for her 1st year last year. the school's like a playground if i were to define it.
if im good enough to go poly, i want TP TP TP TP. it has a good range of various Design courses. & it's at Tampines! thats where ITE Simei is at lol.
but going back to school this friday also means another thing. i'll have to face a friend, whom i WAS close to since sec 1, who by now hates me to the fucking core. ohhh it was my fault anyway. well she said i accused her of stalking me. but i dint say that. it was more like she was obsessed with me. no, that wasnt a freaking compliment, mind you. well milan came up with the word & i thought, yeah, maybe that's the word to describe how she is towards me. i dont know whether i should be mad at her, or just ignore it.. but i sure dint confront the truth to her in the face. i mean some of my friends backed me up & helped out. as in they confronted her on my behalf. kay, i admit i dint have the guts to do it, cos i was once close to her & i dint want to hurt her on the spot, like in person. i just thought maybe i should bear with it, for as long as i could. but some of my friends already noticed it, & they asked, so i just had to let my feelings all out.
im not quite sure how to explain her being so-called 'obsess' with me, but sometimes i felt a certain.. discomfort or in the malay term, rimas when she tried to do stuff with me at almost everything. i said almost. well i really dont know how to describe it all. it's no point bringin this all up anyway. i know i did wrong, so it's cool if she still doesnt want to forgive me. it should be the other way round, i think. hmm. ahh.
but i can clearly see that we both are masking ourselves whenever we see each other. no fights, no yellings, nothing. just a smile here & there, small talks, then a bye. how wonderful. scandals, pranks, & controversies. all here on
and heyyy.. yes dear i fucking miss you too lah bebeh. padahal i bleh call tau, tapi u sebok2 je nak tag. tu lah org suroh pasang internet kat umah taknak. LOL.
oh shoots where's my school uniform??! :O
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