moodlazy and hungry
musicthe sound of my fan

you walked at the front
so quick and hard
as your feelings FUMED up
and you were venting it out

i am sorry for the coarse language
i am sorry for being unfair
after so long until i met you
i didn't know i have this much teen angst
(i swear)

with your BLOODSHOT eyes
as droplets streamed down
it kills me to see it
especially when you said i loved it

i am sorry for failing on you
i am sorry for STABBING your heart;
much more than you ever needed
and of which you don't even deserve
i am fucking sorry for everything
i promise

LAST NIGHT WHEN THE AMBULANCE PASSED BY
I KNEW IT WAS YOUR BROKEN HEART INSIDE

---yesterday went to pass ain her pants. and she gave me loads & loads of bubble gums!! my lala is very nice. nyee. then.. went peninsular with dear to get my pants altered. but as usual, most shops would get it done by today, but i want to get it done on the spot! cos i intend to bleach it last night, so i can wear it for tmr's gig. ohwells. my sis has a spare. hee. we dint go anywhere much tho. only got myself that ol' skool rock & roll KISS badge and my dad's cd casing.

oh & while we were having our dinner at kfc, ashlee simpson's new song L.O.V.E came on, and hehh, we made fun of it. i mean sure, it's a nice ohkay song, but i've always find it funny whenever she said the "V.E" part. well you know how the song goes right? so yeah, i made fun of her singing that part especially with her pouts and all. not that there's anything wrong with it, but in my mind, i always thought that it'd be funny if i keep rewinding the part when she said "V.E", cos it sounds a bit exaggerating. but it sounds good on her lah. ok i know i sound ridiculous, cos i dont think you guys even know what the hell im talking about. pfft. yay me.

anyways. im thinking of treating dear to the gig tmr. especially since yesterday. and also cps it's not his really kind of gig.. hope to take more pictures tho. my computer SOO needs more pics since it had just gotten a revamped. blah.


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